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Back to life \o/

Wohoo! My new netbook finally arrived today! Gosh, it feels amazing to finally be able to connect with the world again.
Lawrence (my notebook) somehow started to add full stops to just about everything I was doing. It was hard enough to make it stop searching my Internet sites so I could at least read something without constantly pressing Esc. I usually answered my E-Mails in the first ten or fifteen minutes before it started up again and left me with three options: to listen to music, to watch movies and to read. I never thought I'd miss chatting with other people that much.
Oh, and let's not forget the not being able to write issue.
Now I'm going to let Lawrence get fixed and befriend Kassandra. Yes, I named my netbook Kassandra. I was very close to naming it Samantha just so I could call it Sam and Sammy on occasion, but I felt that was a bit too obsessive. Now it's simply Kas. :P

How have you all been, dear f-list? Anything new? Anything exciting? Tell me what I've missed in my not-so-voluntary absence. *hugs you all*

Fic: Never To Return: Prologue

Here it finally comes! OMG I'm so excited about this!

Fic title: Never To Return
Pairing/Genre: J² / RPS, AU, movie/book adaption (Peter Pan), fantasy
Rating: PG (for now)
Word count: 2,000 / ???
Warnings/Spoilers: probably some kind of underage later on (~15 and ~17), anything that comes with the fantasy genre, deals with child neglect.

Summary: When eleven Jensen follows a mysterious boy into another world full of wonders and magic. But even in a world dominated by kids, made to be an adventure and overlarge playground there are rules and some of them are harder to accept than others. In the end there are always choices to be made and consequences to bear, just like in every other world.





My beta is currently up to both ears in her master's thesis, so I'm looking for someone for a new baby of mine. I've put up a wanted sign over at spn_betas, but I thought it's never a bad idea to ask your own f-list as well. Anyone here who wants to help me out? *puppydogeyes*

I put my request from spn_betas under the cut. Basically it's a Peter Pan AU where Jared is Peter and Jensen is a different kind of Wendy (sans the brothers) and Tinkerbell is nowhere to be found any more. And though I mostly want someone for grammar and spelling (obviously) I'm not adverse to the idea of an alpha-reader. ;D

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EDIT: Okay, so it didn't even take 15 minutes to get two betas for this one... I'm impressed. Now I only need some people to cheer me on and/or comment once I posted the first part. *winks*

Fandom is <3

Sometimes I start to forget why I loved being in SPN fandom so much, but then I run across something like this video and fall in love all over again.

Then of course I had to find tinalia, an amazing author with whom I spend the last four days; Reading.

I started out with The Bitch Of It Is... which is a story about the special bond between Jared and Jensen.
Summary: An on-set incident leaves Jensen with the ability to hear Jared's thoughts. Unfortunately for him, there's no 'off' switch.
And it's not what you'd expect. Where most stories deal with the fantasizing-about-your-co-star-in-wicked-ways this has a completely different approach. In the beginning I was honestly wondering how she would get them together if neither of them was exactly attracted to the other. But she did it wonderfully and believable.

Then I took on the longer And Heartbreak Ensues. It's 75k which I would never have touched before, but after reading the above I couldn't not.
Summary: Jensen is a newly ‘out of the closet’ gay man ready for his first big gay romance. Jared is everything he never knew he wanted - sexy, carefree and willing to try anything once. Trouble is, Jared doesn’t do relationships.
It's exactly that, but she builds it up slowly and thoughtful. She made me believe in Jensen even though I would have reacted completely differently. The sex is breathtakingly hot (and that means a lot coming from me at the moment). I started crying three times while reading it. It was quite a ride, but so worth it.

Oh and then there was Running From Freedom by drvsilla. If you like fraternal incest outside of Wincest then this is for you.
Summary: Jared's on the verge of losing everything he thought he knew and held dear--
his horse, his brother, his place in this world. He's also about to discover what's left will be everything he needs.

This contains underage and is told from Jared's point of view (he's 15). Usually I don't like teenager's POVs because I dislike how unreasonable they are, but I'm so glad I read this one. The relationship between Jared and Jensen is those of brothers with just a hint of something more. It has longing paired with guilt like the best Wincest stories. It's about a dad who doesn't seem to care about them, Jensen who has opportunities to get out of that small town and their live of poverty and Jared fearing to lose his brother even though he wants him to lead a better life so much. It hurt to read this, but I loved their brotherly love just as much as them being together. A must-read in my opinion.

I just wrote my first ever official rec post. O.o

Joke for my German friends out there

Yesterday I heard someone talking about Abitur mottos and he mentioned this one:

ABINAL - Das war eng!

O.o I laughed my ass off, but I still hope that no school ever did this.

Let's talk about sex, baby!

Taken from aythia

1. Bold the names of guys you'd definitely sex it up with.
2. Italicize the names of guys you might do after a little persuasion.
3. Leave the guys who don't do anything for you alone.
?4. Put a question mark after the guys you've never heard of.?
5. Strike the guys you wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole.
+6. Add three more guys to the list.+

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And since a list about only boys (with one exception) is a little boring I decided to start one for all the female beauties of this world as well. Here it goes:

1. Bold the names of girls you'd definitely sex it up with.
2. Italicize the names of girls you might do after a little persuasion.
3. Leave the girls who don't do anything for you alone.
?4. Put a question mark after the girls you've never heard of.?
5. Strike the girls you wouldn't touch with a ten-foot pole.
+6. Add three more girls to the list.+

+ 1. Katherine Moennig
+ 2. Angelina Jolie
+ 3. Anne Hathaway
Seen Tron: Legacy just now, and yeah, just yeah.

I have a huge thing for fast vehicles, be it cars or motorbikes, and hot guys driving it, so of course they had me the first time Sam got on his Ducati. I mean, I already had a crush on him when he played Murtagh in Eragon, so it wasn't hard to get me to like him here.

I even liked Quorra. She looks artificial, but is still so damn beautiful. And I totally believe that she had something going with Kevin, Sam's father.

I can honestly say, I didn't watch it for the plot, because then I would always be disappointed nowadays, but it was nice to watch. And now I'm going to look for that threesome with this woman in white, Gem, and Zuse.

And what did we learn today?

I've been watching the second season of Glee and I've had three realizations.

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My muse needs a little prompting

I haven't done this in a while but I finally started writing again, so I need some more inspiration. =D

So here it goes: Anyone who wants can leave a prompt (or two, or three...) and I'll try to come up with something. No idea if it will be a drabble or something longer, lets just see what my muse will come up with after three months of vacation.

If anyone prompts me with Adam Lambert or The Fast and the Furious pairings I will love you forever. ;)

Life is unfair but...

"People always say life's not fair. But think of how much worse it would be if life was fair, and all the awful things that happened to us happened because we actually deserve them. I for one take great comfort in the completely impersonal hostility of the universe..."